That winter.. I fell in love a Snowman

This began..

Once upon a winter

A stroll in the park

Just me, myself and I

And there it was

The most unexpected moment

At one corner 

Beautiful and white

It was like magic

I called him Mr Snowman =)

We talked

We laughed 

We played

We hold hands

We fell in love

I remember

That winter

Was 

Extraordinary

Beautiful

Sweet

JUST PERFECT 

What I didn't know

Spring was near

The same stroll to the park

Excited 

Happy

Like a little kid on Christmas morning

Just to find that corner empty

No more Mr Snowman =(

That winter

Was special

That winter 

I fell in love with Mr Snowman <3 

For you

Dear,

September was hell for both of us.
The fights.
The cold wars.
The misunderstandings.
They tore us apart.
Sucked all the happiness and sweetness out of us.

Yes we held on
But barely able to survive
You said you're afraid
Afraid of sadness
You said you're exhausted
Exhausted
The one word couples dread to hear in relationships

Some people say one can never get exhausted if there is still love
Some people say love can grow stronger after break ups
I chose to believe the better option
Cause you used to tell me to hope for the better
Cause I've seen the most beautiful side of you
Cause I believe..
deep down inside
the boy that cared and made me feel like I'm the world to him
Is still there...
Hiding in one corner
Trying to heal himself~

People may think I'm stupid
You may think I'm stupid
To hold on to something that is hurting me that much....

Going places
Doing stuff
Was all really heartbreaking for me
Stuff we used to do together
Places we discovered together
Just like words coming from you now
Are all like blades to my heart....


Losing you is so much more painful than I ever imagined
Seeing you changed into someone else right in front of my eyes hurts even more


I cried
I screamed
I got drunk
Lived like that for a month
All because I wanted you back....
Cause I love you...

Stuff we talked about before. Smiling
Are now making me cry...

You will never let me walk without holding you hand
You will avoid letting anything or anyone passby between us thinking it will separate us *silly*
You will always hug me when I cry. Letting me know you're there for me
You said you like doing stuff with me. Cause it makes me happy
And remember the garden wedding we wanted? Just like in the movie we saw? 

I remember all those...

I used to listen to sad love songs
See people breaking up
And I used to think
'What will happen, if one day, these things are happening to us?'
You think I'm insecure. You think I don't trust you
But you know what?

I always smile and told myself confidently

'He loves me that much. He won't hurt me that way.'

And I'll throw that thought away and bury myself in your arms

Yes. I hope I can do that again....
I hope I can do that again for the rest of my life...



If you somehow happened to see this one day
Hope you'll feel what I feel right now....
I really want to tell you all these right now
But I lost the courage to do that anymore....

Sorry. I love you <3

Exhausted!

Day was rougher than the rest of the week... =(

Cranky and worn out.. hmm

With a BIT of migraine and some internal conflict.. =X

Timetable was packed

Classes from 8-12 

Critical Thinking paper 12-1

Class again 2-5

GRR!!

As if I'm not stressed out enough by the classes 

Internal conflict?

Trying my best to control myself from thinking negative stuff

Myself or others alike

But sometimes some people just make you feel ERGH!

Got to rest earlier today... night!

Macarons CHECKED!

One item OFF the cravings list!!

MACARONS from FRENCH KISSES =D

This time was Earl Grey and ....something to do with Ferrero 

Spend the WHOLE day with Mr Lovie today...

Class from 8-10 and that's it for the day!

Kept myself in library... Munching books.. lol!

Didn't touch uni food AT ALL! 

Lunch @ Old Town 

Dinner some new chinese restaurant.. not bad though~

P/S: Thanks Mr Lovie! *hearts* =)

P/S: Im getting addicted to writing everyday here.... =X

Critical Thinking paper tmr...  -END-

Cravings with the 'S' !

Today is ALLL about Cravings!

And I guess that's going to move on till tmr... =S

Note the cravingSSSS!

When am I going to start controlling myself??

Your legs are getting fat gurl! ><

Anyway back to the cravings.. lol

THIS! 

*faint* the colours are sooo pretty!

..................

and THIS!

Yup still craving for MACARONS!

oh and a bit of THIS!... =X

anyone tried this before? 

See how desperate I am????

I need a FOOD TRIP people! 

Anyone signing in? Pleeeeeease~~

First Day

First day went well! 

Other than the weird Moral Assignment forcing us to write on EXPERIENCE OF DISCRIMINATION 

What if I don't have one! =S

Studies. Play. Eat.

Everything went well..... 

Just simple and AWESOME! 

I was sooooo in the mood to study

Nothing beats absorbing EVERYTHING you feed your brain

*pat pat* good job Brain! lol!

Don't ask why I'm so high today

I think it's the chicken essence I took this morning

Not use to drinking that though.. Stinks.. =X

Heard that it's suppose to keep you alert or awake or something...

Anyway

Besides studies

I ATE... a lot 

*oops*

Tong Pak Fu TWICE

*dessert shop btw.. if you're wondering*

There's one in Penang too. 

And Korean Food! yum~

And and 

I got to know some of his friends through dinner!

Nice people! Cute and amusing! lol

That's it! The End! 

*HEARTS*

Sweet Tooth

3rd post of the day!

I'm getting addicted to this XD

I'm back in uni! Found something in my drawer that reminds me of food! XD

Well of course not the macaron! The pretty paper towel!

Not to confuse things here.. I'm not in Paris or anywhere near Paris.. lol!

This is a cafe in the ONLY mall FIT to be called a mall in SP.

Suprised to find this here though.. They should set up business in Penang!

French Kisses Patisserie

If you're a sweet tooth like me.. This will definitely be your favourite place!

They have all kinds of cakes and desserts *hearts*

and and and

The macarons they have there is.... HEAVEN!

I swear I've tasted some in Penang but this is waaaaay out of league for Macaron Cafe!

I may not be the best chef

but guess what

I've decided to challenge myself

........

To

Bake

MACARONS! O.O

Did some research

*since im STILL too lazy to get to BOOKS*

Found the recipe on MarthaStewart.com

Can't wait to get started making those pretty little sweet things!

These are called Parisian Macarons!

Even the name is pretty! LOL!

Wish me luck!

At least make ONE batch of them =D

But that'll have to wait till the weekends

Have to kick start by studies first...

8th Month Lovieeee!

I've decided

To dedicate a post to someone =)

Like he said...

'It's our 8th month LOVIE today!'

LOL! still find it cute! =) 'Lovie'... hahaha!

Thanks for everything!

All the Dates

All the Gifts

And to the most simplest gift like listening to me...

NOT FORGETTING the really really stressful job of

-Taking Care of Me When I Was SICK-

It's really SWEET of you!

I guess it's ....HAPPY 8th LOVIE! *hearts*

I'm Stalking!

I've been lazing around too much.. lol
Can't find the mood to get myself up and do something useful..
Well I'll write then =)

Stalking people on Facebook is kinda fun sometimes..
Maybe because I've been searching almost EVERYONE from Dentistry
For photos of the Dental Dinner last night
No I wasn't there at the dinner but just for the fun of it
Just wanna see how people don't really look like themselves.. haha
They dress up everyday to class anyway..They look stunning! As usual.. *JEALOUS*

Well one profile will lead you to another
And there's people on your news feed
You know it goes on from there... Now I sound creepy =S
Anyway.. found out that MANY of my secondary schoolmates
are really really different now! IN A GOOD WAY =)
Of course we look different.. Can't stay with that blurcase face forever right?
Aww... I miss them =X

Classes start tomorrow.. For me at least
Holidays ended like a week ago
I had to spend me first week of module 4 in bed
Skip that.. it's making me feel like throwing up again =S

That's it for now!
Have to pack =(

CYA!

Friends?

Yes I've decided to come back
Can't find other ways to speak myself out lately...
Degree life will really blow your mind away
And I don't mean the studies ONLY. If you know what I mean. =.=

Just recovered from a WEEK of fever.
It's not fun at all trust me. Felt like killing myself
Can't eat. Can't sleep. Don't even think about studying.. pfft..
And this is the last module of year 1. Finals are coming.. It's crazy. Really..
Not sure whether the fever got to my brain or what.
I had the feeling that I'm more interested in Medicine than Dentistry.
Must be the fever.. =S

Have been thinking quite a lot lately.
My friends are kinda.. getting further and further away from me..
Who said having someone in your life means you have to give up the other people in it? And trying to balance things out is not as easy as you think.
Being on the outside hurts. Their smiles on the photos stabs the heart. Hell it hurts!