Everything didn't go right.. and when I say everything..
I mean EVERYTHING.
I spent time thinking over stuff
What happened?
I wanted what we had at the very beginning..
When we had no expectations..
When things weren't so complicated.
I told myself before
I found the one
who really cared for me
who will not let me down
who want me for who I really am...
I fell..
I was hurt...
Pressured..
When you cared a lot about what other people think..
I just don't want it to be based on what the eyes can see
What other people can see...
Relationship to me
is something that comes naturally
stress is ripping everything apart..
I'm lost... and scared...
Feel like strangers all of a sudden
I don't like that.. Don't like that at all...
Things turned uglier and uglier every time we meet
I feel broken already...
I want it all back..
Simple and sweet...
Can we start all over again?
