Hearts to this....

Baby come close let me tell you this
In a whisper my heart says you know it too
Baby we both share a secret wish
And you're feeling my love reaching out to you

Timeless
Don't let it end no
Now that you're right here in my arms where you should stay
Hold tight baby
Timeless
Don't let it fade out of sight
Just let the moments sweep us both away
Lifting us to where
We both agree
This is timeless love

I see it all baby in your eyes
When you look at me I know I feel it too yes I do
So let's sail away and be forever baby
Where the crystal ocean melts into the sky
We shouldn't let the moment pass
Making me shiver let's make it last
Why should we lose it don't ever let me go

Timeless
Baby its timeless
Oh baby its timeless

Timeless
Don't let it fade out of sight
Just let the moments sweep us both away
Lifting us to where
We both agree
It's just timeless
It's just timeless

Love

Timeless -Kelly Clarkson & Justin Guarini

Ugly Side Of The Beautiful......

18 years of life...
Taught me a valuable lesson......
Changed me a whole lot....
Took 'Trust' from away my dictionary forever.....

I was so naive to think that life is a fairytale...
And everything will eventually end with 'Happily Ever After'
I was wrong.....

Life is indeed beautiful in someway...
But there is one dark corner of life...
That will slowly reveal as you grow up...

After everthing that has happened to me throughout these 18 years..
I just realised that I can't trust anyone entirely..
50/100 is the highest trust I can give to someone...

[Do not judge a book by its cover.]
I strongly agree to this statement.
People are like roses. The prettier and the sweeter they look.
The deadlier they are..
They wear a mask in front of the crowd.
Being sweet, cute and lovable. Just to make everyone obey their wishes.

Living among people in this world,
requires more skills than you can ever imagine........

雪......and the story behind it...

雪. Snow in chinese.
I've always wondered why was I given this name...

My grandpa left a month before I was born.
I didn't have the chance to meet him.
Mummy said he was a really nice man....
Strict but very responsible and caring.
Just like Daddy.......

Everytime I visit his grave...
I'll stare at his name carved on the cold grey marble tombstone..
And I will start to cry.
I love talking to my grandpa..
I've never met him before in my life...
But yet I feel a connection between the both of us....

Before grandpa left us...
He gave me the greatest and the most beautiful gift of all....
雪............

Thank You Grandpa...
I miss You and Grandma a lot.................

I will do the family proud... I promise!

Confession........

What if I tell you.....


I'VE ALREADY FALLEN FOR YOU...........

A day with Mummy C=

Spent a whole day of LADIES TIME OUT with mummy today!
Haircut. Shopping. Eating. From the mall to the night market.. haha

Bought a more lady-ish kind of shirt. [Its about time I got one =P]
That was when I found out something from mummy.

Mummy thinks I'm not the 'flower type' of girl. Hmmmm... Interesting eh? =s

'You are not the doll type.' in mummy's words.
I found that really amusing.

Yea, I didn't study much this weekend. [Feeling guilty about that]
But I had a great time with mummy.

WHO CARES? muahaha.....

This song spilled EVERYTHING in my heart......

SpyDer TV crew rox!!!

SpyDer TV... how on earth did we come up with such a name for a TV station... =P
Anyway, SpyDer TV crew taught me a lot...
Sevira.Dasheni.Lek.Wei Shyang.Bryan.
U guys were AWESOME!!
DAMN CUN wei...... lolz

[I HEART you guys Creepy Crawliez!!! ]

Don't want to fall for you.....

I can't afford to play this game.
It is only a game for two.
Let's just leave it that way shall we?

I admit that I'm very emotional.
And you may think that I'm stupid.
But honestly, you made me start to wonder lately.

Yes, I am now worried about you.
And so are all your friends that care about you.
We are just hoping that you don't let us down.

You are our friend. And a very nice person in our eyes.
I hope you are as nice in the inside.
Open your eyes. Take a step back.

The Biggest Fool in the History...

How could I be THAT thick?
It was so damn obvious!
We don't belong in the same world.
I don't exist in there........

It was all my own fantasy. FANTASY!
This is not the first time I feel that I'm stupid.
Yet, everytime I repeat the same mistake.
I don't learn from them.
Stupid girl!!!!
You hope for too much...!

Better concentrate on what you're suppose to do now.
Fantasies belong in dreams.

Life is a PAIN!

I SERIOUSLY DO NOT KNOW WHO TO TRUST ANYMORE!!!

I feel like crying now!!!
The world is getting uglier and UGLIER by the minute you grow up.....
You are making me to hate this world!!!

Give me a break will you?
Newscasting and studies are driving me to my GRAVE..
Now you are putting all the blame on ME?!!!

Feel LOST now....
What do you want from me????

When Life Gives Us Lemon, Make Lemonade.

I really couldn't believe how foolish I was that I took THIS long to realise this.......
I kept going in circles, making myself so Miserable,
When I can easily Ignore !!

It is impossible to make everyone like you... so cherish the ones who actually do~

The word 'Mercy' shouldn't be in my dictionary anymore.
Being too nice to people is seriously Deadly to another level.......

Feelings for someone may not be easy to let go...
But still, I have to somehow convince myself that Nothing is Impossible in life...
I have confidence that one day when I look at you...
I can say to myself loud and proud:
I'm no longer under your spell!!!!