Miss you..

My week was rough... no doubt to that

Everything didn't go right.. and when I say everything..

I mean EVERYTHING.

I spent time thinking over stuff

What happened?

I wanted what we had at the very beginning..

When we had no expectations..

When things weren't so complicated.

I told myself before

I found the one

who really cared for me

who will not let me down

who want me for who I really am...

I fell..

I was hurt...

Pressured..

When you cared a lot about what other people think..

I just don't want it to be based on what the eyes can see

What other people can see...

Relationship to me

is something that comes naturally

stress is ripping everything apart..

I'm lost... and scared...

Feel like strangers all of a sudden

I don't like that.. Don't like that at all...

Things turned uglier and uglier every time we meet

I feel broken already...

I want it all back..

Simple and sweet...

Can we start all over again?

R.A.N.T

To: Whom It May Concern

Stop challenging my tolerance

There's a limit to everything

Mind you

~.~

This is C.R.A.P =)

It's been a while now... lol

Can't seem to find anything worth blogging actually....=)

So..

This post is going to be full of CRAP.. haha

Well...

I found a job in Queens like a month ago...

And so far... I love this job =)

The supervisors are super nice..

And I have an awesome colleague a year older than me..lol

All I need is more luck...Seriously MORE luck >.<

Let's see....

Results are not out yet...

Not until they're done torturing us with this long and agonising wait..

I guess... =S

I don't feel the butterflies yet...

I missed Mr Fernandez's concert... Which is a shame =(

Apparently tickets were sold out really fast...

I had my MUET speaking test..

Ermm... It was okayyyy.... I think.. hehe

Alright I'm done crapping..lol

=)

Of Music, Dance and Glamour

Burlesque was sooooo yesterday...

But I was caught in an exam...

You can't really blame me right? hehe

Burlesque was AMAZING! OUT OF THIS WORLD!

I'm addicted to the soundtrack!

I can watch it over and over and over again!

CHER doesn't look anywhere near 64...

Her opening number makes

people wanna moooove along... lol!

She still sings awesome! Her voice is WOW!!

I had no idea CHRISTINA AGUILERA can dance like that!

She was only known to me all these while as the girl who sang

'What a Girl Wants'.. hehe

Her voice still mind blowing as usual! ;)

And she looks totally different with heavy

makeup on..

lol!!

CAM GIGANDET. Thought he looked familiar!

He was one of the 'non-vege' vampire from Twilight. haha! James.

He.Is.CUTE!

With.ABS! lmao!!

For those who.. by any chance.. haven't watch the movie yet

Let me give you a taste of Burlesque.... haha

This is just the beginning...

It gets better and better!

Trust me.. You will NEVER regret watching this! ;)

Movie Craaaaaze!

I missed out on a couple of awesome movies because of my finals...

I managed to catch a few last week...

They ARE really really awesome.

I Am Number Four

Was EPIC! and yea Alex Pettyfer is cute! hehe

Friend complained that her legs were numb at the end

She said she didn't move her legs at all throughout the 2 hours...

Imagine the epic-ness... lol!

Heard a lot about the Beanieplex in 1st Avenue

Out of curiosity we went to check it out...hehe

Bean seats were kinda interesting...

Supposedly 2 person to a seat..

Ample space for couples to cuddle =P

But if you are alone you'll still have to pay for the whole seat..

Be prepared to be surrounded by couples though..

Especially when you're watching Romantic movies like this...

Yup... I watched No Strings Attached in a Beanieplex... lol!

Nice movie though... typical girl kind of movie =)

Moving on..

127 hours

The trailer looked interesting...

The whole movie was practically the same scene..

A crack. A rock. And James Franco.. lol!

Trust me... It is NOT boring at all!

But seriously gruesome and sickening..

Almost gave me nightmares... lmao!

Maybe I shouldn't be a doctor anyway... =P

Wondering why? Imagine watching a guy cutting his own arm with EVERY step in detail...

Yup... from breaking the bone, to cutting the flesh and finally down to the nerves.... =s

Thats all for now....

Will be catching more movies...

Later peeps! =)

2012?

Premonitions from stories and movies are coming true....

I mean

Think about it...

Jules Verne predicted adventures under the sea back in 1870

Well we have submarines.

And now the movie 'The Sinking of Japan'...

Part of it came true....

So it kept me wondering will '2012'come true as well?

Quakes and Tsunamis are becoming more frequent..

Christchurch, China then Japan...

Are these signs of the end of the world?

But if you think the world is going to end with some meteor collision

Think again...

There exist a possibility that the world will die in the hands some microorganisms..

Well, not literally in the hands.. you get what I mean...

From SARS to H1N1 and now some Adenovirus...

Not forgetting all the tragedy of people killing people...

We're wiping out our own kind....

Whatever happened to World Peace? =s

2012 is near...

What if the end of the world IS heading our way...

Does that mean we have like what... another year left to live?

That's a bummer... =(

Featuring.....

A Dedication to my Beloved-S...... C=

1. Xiang Llan a.k.a African =P

One really adorable gal who keeps complaining about her colour. She calls it 'dark'. But I call it

'TAN'. hehe..

Good listener when you need one. That explains all the late night talks with her. Thank You dear! Mwahz~

Can be kinda emotional sometimes. Which honestly scares me a bit.. lol!! But I still love her a lot... haha

2. Jing Wei a.k.a Mary C=

How she got her name? Well, according to African. It was because she washes her clothes

everyday. =S I know. I don't quite understand either... lol

She is one freakin smart girl. And seriously hardworking to another level..

Caring. Loving.... She's already qualified to be someone's mum! haha...

3. Sue Theng a.k.a Tibo =D

Her nickname has NOTHING to do with us. It came with her. Like in a package... lol

She was the one who told us she had this nickname since secondary school. In case you're

wondering Tibo means 'helmet' in Hokkien. lmao!

This girl is SUPER BLUR!! Serious! But smart as well... haha.

She seems to have this extraordinary brain in that head of hers. hmmm.... =S

4. Clarise a.k.a Crazy =S

I have seriously no idea why 'Crazy'. Maybe because she jumps around a lot? lol

Technically, she's not my roomie. She stays next door. So... that makes her my House mate?

Erm... She is really devoted to her religion and loves it a LOT.

And yea... she jumps around a lot... haha

Good at giving advices and comforting people but can be emo sometimes... C=

5. Pei Ying a.k.a Tarzan =)

I don't know where she got that name from. Seriously no idea. lmao

Clarise's room mate.

Happy-go-lucky girl that just loves to have fun. Laughs a lot. And make us laugh a lot with

her! hahaha...

She is someone you can go absolutely craaaaaazy with.. haha

6. Sivaranjini a.k.a Lychee Kang (lmao!!)

Classmate. Apartment mate. The beloved macha of mine!

Small. Cute.Mongoose! She's gonna kill me =P

Never fails to make people laugh. Loves Chinese Food! heh~

Had a LOT of awesome memories with her... =')

7. Savira a.k.a Sexayh =o

House mate. Fellow A5 *hearts*

Brings F.U.N everywhere she goes....

She was the one who sushi-fied me... if I'm not mistaken =p

Gonna go Bruno Mars with her!!!!!.. Hopefully =S *fingers crossed*

So gonna miss you people!!! =(

All About Him C=

Had this song stuck in my head the whole day...

And it is STILL playing right now... lol

Find it really sweet...

You guys should check it out C=

THE F.I.S

F.I.S is now officially... HISTORY!

Moving out was a nightmare though...

Spent 3 hours packing and another 3 unpacking... @.@

The week was seriously long and agonizing..

Stressed out big time...

To the point

That I did something stupid that I will never forgive myself for EVER.... =(

What is done is done.... Why care when no one gives a damn about it~

Anyway,

Stuffing 3 terms of work into one tiny brain...

IS ONE HELLUVA TORTURE!

And of all the time to fall sick..... grrrrr~

Panadol were like candies to me... Surprised that I'm still alive eh?

Everything is over now...

and

I have HALF A YEAR of HOLIDAYS! how awesome is THAT!!

I kinda have a list of things I PLAN to do...

1. Bruno Mars Concert!!! Still wondering how am I gonna get myself there at the first place..

2. Work those extra flesh off!! THIS is what you get when you Eat.Study.Sleep.

3. Learn how to COOK.. Like seriously. You know how every time you ask someone how much of

this and that to put in when you cook. And you get answers like 'You agak-agak yourself la....' I mean, like that is of much help?

4. Get a job. No idea about this just yet..

That's all peeps.... I wanna sleeeeeeep!!!!!

The - V -

It's 14th of Feb peeps!

Love is in the air~

Went shoe shopping with Adoria ytd C=

Didn't know it was THAT difficult to find flats.. @.@

We spent 3hrs in Queens!

lol.. And thnx to her.. I've officially started to wear something

Turquoise!!! =P

*gonna miss shopping with her =')*

Anyway,

Love was definitely in the air in Queens ytd..

Man.. you wouldn't believe it..

It's like couples took over the mall or something...

Couple tees. Bouquet of chocolates in their hand. Trying on diamond rings....

*jealous jealous* Let's not start on the 'How I wish...' shall we? XD

Well,

to my parents, friends, couples, cats, dogs, birds, fishes......

Happy Valentine's Day! xoxo

Nostalgia

Seems like everyone is leaving.

Far far away....

We were really close.

We shared all the laughs. All the tears. All the pain. All the pressure.

And yes... we were noisy alright...

The best part is....

We still are C=

Soon

We'll be all over the country..

In fact all over the world........

Chasing our own dreams....

I miss you guys a lot.... =')

Long Live 5S1!!!

Stronger

From the their eyes.

From the way they look at me.

The hostile, cold and piercing glares I get

In return of a polite greeting...

I was too naive.

I made mistakes.

I'm not as excellent as the others.

But I deserve a chance to change.

You don't judge people like that.

Not that early.

I hate being treated like I'm a piece of trash.

I believe no one does. Not even you people.

When you're pushed to the edge of a cliff.

You're find eventually find your way out.

I found determination.

Mark my words people.

One day.

You will regret looking down on me...!

You will regret judging me this way.....!

I will do whatever it takes!

To prove ALL of you wrong!

That don't kill me.

Can only make me stronger.

-Kanye West-

Dilemmas....

First it was MBBS.

Until my SPM results killed my ambition.

For almost a year.

I've been charging towards one goal

To make it into Dentistry.

Parents are fine with it.

But they keep telling me that they PREFER me doing Pharmacy. =S

Mummy thinks a lady should spend more time on her family.

Well. I gave her an excuse.

'I'll just stay single and don't get married la!'

........ No it didn't work. I got a whack from her instead... =P

I'm not entirely sure where to go yet...

Just realized that when Siva told me she is leaving AIMST after foundation..

Honestly I'm starting to put pharmacy into consideration..

A twinning course maybe? =S

Man. I hate dilemmas!

A Dedication.

The world judge me.

The world look down on me.

But I know you were always there to listen to me...

When I close my eyes

And speak to you

It's like the distance between us is not there anymore...

You've left us....

But I feel that you've been there in my heart all these while..

To listen to me..

To make me feel that I'm loved by someone...

Thank you. I miss you a lot!

Happy CNY =')

*Whispers* =P

Wanna know something?

*whispers* I have a crush on someone...

Gotcha!!!

A celebrity crush! hahaha... =P

Let's proceed to the intro shall we?

His name?

Lawrence Wong 王冠逸

Singaporean.

Fair.

Love his smile a LOT! =P

Awesome actor!!

Exhausted. Excited.

phew..... THIS is what I called New Year preparations!

Agenda 1:

'Shopping' at the wet market during CNY was plain CHAOS!

Imagine being in a crowd of grumpy aunties!! =S

I spent 2 hours plus in THE WET MARKET!

Managed to get everything for the reunion dinner anyway =P

*claps*

Mission Accomplished!

- LUNCH -

Agenda 2:

BAKING! C=

Chocolate cake. Almond cookies...!!

Awesomeness! muahaha....

The kitchen still smell like Almond Cookies now... hehe..

CNY eve is just an hour away!!

Can't wait can't wait!

Happy CNY fellow Bunnies! =P

Oolala!! ..... Adrenaline rush!

My mood is super duper GOOD!!

1. Quiz is over!!

2. I'm back on the island! =P

3. CNY is coming!! wheee~

Although things weren't THAT well recently...

Especially with some hypocrite making everyone's life miserable...

I swear I'll NEVER EVER trust that two-faced bastard again.....!!!!

*ahem* sorry... got a little carried away there... hehe

Anyways,

I have shopping plans tmr! muahahaha...

For earrings!! .... oolala =P

In dilemma...

Should I declare myself a week of holiday?

Or go back to be a good girl for 2 days =S

Happy Chinese New Year peeps!!

Living a Nightmare...

The fact that quiz is next week and I'm not prepared is already disturbing enough...

All the replacement classes came back to haunt me..

Next time when lecturers cancel your class... Don't get excited just yet!

Feel like my brain is all tangled up..

I admit that I'm not mature enough when it comes to dealing with people.

I'll end up creating a mess in the end somehow...

Maybe I'm just meant to be alone for the rest of my life?

Happily ever after doesn't exist in my world....

Something that I didn't notice.

I build up quite some ego since I entered Uni.

It seems so hard to break down in front of people.

Even in front of my roomies.

I've changed a lot...

Have I?

Shopping!!

Emo left!!

My mood is back! ... wheee....

It's Shopping day!! ....again~

Half a day of....

Shoes

Clothes

and

Green Tea Soy Milk =P

*hearts*

First time shopping with a guy..

It wasn't THAT bad..

My bro passed the 'Shopping with GF' test.. haha

.......

My CNY theme this year?

Black. White. Grey.

Odd eh?

.....Plain coincidence =S

Replay

FLY fm played it FIVE times in just ONE evening~

Now the song is stuck in my head!!

Anyways,

Love the MV a lot!

It spells C.R.E.A.T.I.V.E ! =P

I choose.... to listen to my heart

Reality can be confusing sometimes.....

We can't expect things to go the way we want it to......

Life is no more a fairy tale.

I keep getting myself all tangled up in (I've lost count of how many times....) of

difficult situations....

And

I fail to find my way out every time...

My heart is telling me something

Something that I know pretty darn well that it won't come true...

But I just can't ignore......

I tried...

Whatever ways that I can think of...

Failed!

And people around me are not making it any easier....

I'm suffocating...

Lost

Confused

Stressed out.......

Introducing.......

Anthony Neely 倪安东 ...!! C=

An American-Taiwanese mix.

Bilingual in Mandarin and English... (awesome..haha)

Double-majored in Psychology and Theatre Studies in UCSD !!

His voice is AMAZING..

And... He is kinda cute! =P haha

Thanks to Siva! hehe...

Introducing Anthony Neely.....

It all started with this ONE song....

[Sorry that I loved you]

Her Dream..

Siva kept dreaming of me since Term 2..
In gowns.. @.@
yea.. I'm as speechless...

Started with a pink gown
Then a peach coloured one..
And a Purple one..

You know whats the most amusing thing?
She never fails to describe all the gowns... every single time... @.@

This time it was a blue dress...
With a story behind it...
She took 15 mins just to tell me about this dream
haha...
And I thought..
Okay, its about time I blog about her dreams...

Here goes,
I was about to treat a young dental patient (hehe... I'm a dentist =P)
When a doctor came in (That would be Siva =P)
Telling me that the little boy is a HIV patient... =/
And I was feeling helpless and emo...
Until, a guy came and pick me up from work..
Asking me to go for dinner together... (haha... her imagination is awesome i know C=)
Well, according to her..
I rejected the invitation... because I was worried that I'll spoil the dinner ( which was soooo Me..=P)
The guy persuaded
And.....
I finally agreed to go.. haha
Here's where the blue dress comes in..
Apparently the guy drove me to get a gown before the dinner... (sweet right? =P)
Okok... Then came dinner..
The best part of the dream....
Guess where it was?
The Cave SS2 PJ (where Siva's from.. C=)
She was telling me how awesome and romantic that place is....

So...
I googled the place...
*faint*
The place is seriously AWESOME!
Man.. She is good at dreaming! hearts~

Week FULL of Supper =X

Woots! 3 posts in a day =P

I'm starting to think there's an invasion in my room.

Mee goreng and burgers on Monday night.

Roti Tisu on Tuesday night.

Cake from Secret Recipe on the way back today.........

*guilty*

Wonder what's for tmr.. =S

Yup.. something is wrong with my roomies.. and yea.. me too =P

I'm suppose to be on diet...

But who can resist sitting there and look at people eat? Right? haha

Someone has got to stop this...

Or things will get REALLY ugly...

Literally.@.@

Listen Close...

Kinda obsessed with song lyrics lately
They seem to be voicing out all the thoughts
Straight from my heart....

You'll never notice
Until you sit down
Close your eyes
Listen closely to the every single word...

Then you'll find that one part of the song
Will be EXACTLY what you've been thinking all these while
But you just can't find the word to express it...

Give it a try C=
Well, it worked for me..
Noticed my facebook statuses lately?

They're not JUST lyrics from a song......

They mean something C=

Illegal Holiday =P

Roomies decided to skip English lecture today =x

Everyone stayed up late last night...

So.....

All it took was the million dollar question

Want to skip English tmr? .....Thank me =P

A message woke me up at 8

'Good morning. Today's bio lecture and tutorial cancelled.'

The most beautiful message in the history!!

Practically a holiday for me today C=

Room alone..........

>.<

Boriiiing.....=P

Blogging from my classroom =P

no... i'm not being a bad girl..

Bio cancelled AGAIN... =S

Suppose to have a meeting..

but there seem to be no one here yet =P

Second day of the week....

The stress seems to be building up in this place...

And I have a feeling its creeping up on me as well....

If I ever go haywire again..

Blame it on the studies T.T

Hooked up on Band Perry

C=

Check it out someday =P

Resolutions 2011

Alright...

I've finally figured out my resolutions for 2011...

Here goes...

1. Get at least ONE someone to understand me (as promised....)

2. Slim down!! (yes! i need that...)

3. Ace FIS and get into BDS!! C=

4. New Phone!!!

5. Be more confident (Don't ever say i told you so.... grrr)

6. Get a guy? hahaha... (..... =P)

I guess thats about it...

Will update if i ever come up with any later =P

Happy New Year again!

The One and Only [2011]

Awesome New Year Countdown...!

Does that mean I'll have an awesome 2011 as well? =P

Had a wonderful countdown party at my house...

With a bunch of lovely but crazy cousins..

Love you guys a LOT! *muacks*

Everyone just loved that cake!! yay~

It was gone faster than I thought.... haha!

At least the effort paid off =P

We walked all the way to Queens for the fireworks C=

Well... not ALL the way...

Just 10 minutes. haha

The fireworks was a let down.

Not as awesome as last year's...

Even AIMST's merdeka countdown was better than this.. haha

Anyway...

Happy New Year everyone!!

Lots of love! C=

Oh right..

My new year resolutions...

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er....

Help? =(